Update Time. Its been a while, alittle over a month without a post. tis a pity. ive realized the lack of posts are due to the fact i am ashamed of my inconsistent rambleings that are unorganized and abrupt. i dont have the time to properly outline my thoughts and make clear concise posts so i just dont do it because i feel like noone would read long sporadic ponderings. but ive finally decided to randomly write nevertheless. Currently in the Life of Kimmy all is well. However.. I feel as though time slips by so quickly and all i do is think and talk about it. Tonight i made an ice cream cheesecake (an invention i hope turns out well) for my soon to be 6 year old nephew, Caleb. I cant believe he is already 6 years old!! It seems like yesterday i had my head up to the delivery room door hearing my brother-in law scream with delight, "Its a boy!" So what have i accomplished these past 6 years? How many lives did i touch for christ? Am i wasting my time indulging in temporal values and meaningless and empty things?? This winter break sucked to put it bluntly. i worked over time and did not do ANY homework or get ANY sleep or clean ANYthing. I just worked. I know you may think.. ahh working at a flower shop must be a breeze. ITS NOT. expecially when you are understaffed and are one of 4 main designers of which 2 (not me) work Very part time. dont get me wrong i absolutely love my job and dont know what im going to do when im not surrounded by flowers everyday when i start my career. (yes my career is Not going to be with flowers, lol) but i just never seem to get ahead money wise. I still owe about $500 for all thoseee bills.. ya know, cell, car insurance, school related stuff, etc. annd then i still have $1400 to raise for my Turkey missions trip in MAY! ahh im not complaining and i know god will provide. i need to learn to trust and obey. today was a stressful day at the shop but i learned i design better under pressure and realization of how little time i have. i didnt think about what i was putting in the arrangements i was just going and they turned out great! sometimes i think ppl think too much in life and especially with obeying god. we pretty much know what god wants us to do. stop lying to ourselves to get confirmation and seee if its right. we know, we need to start taking steps of faith, diving in and obeying. Act now. haha so im actually NOT at the pool hall tonight. Ive certainly become a regular there and although im getting super good at pool and im trying my hardest to let my light shine there i dont know if its been the best way to spend all my late evenings. especailly now that my mornings have become later and later even though my work or class time still hasnt changed. yup, showers are skipped and kimmy smells. so i need to start prioritizing better. (matt 6:33) put god first. actually do substantial devotions and quiet time with the J-man. i need to do homework. i know a 3.4 is pretty good. but i know i can do better if i would just actually put maybe at least half hour of school work each week. hahaha. being a comm/art dual major so far is awesome and easssyy. but i know i know its gonna get harder, so i need to buckle down. well even though i am looking forward to my turkey missions trip after this semester ends and for the bright summer i have ahead with of course kids kamp and other missions i know i need to live each day to the fullest and not waste my time thinking about the past or the future or even keep thinking about the present. i need to act in the present and realize that i am on a mission trip for j-dog ever day- campus, work, grocery store, gas station, etc. Jesus please help me to number my days and apply my heart unto wisdom (psalm 90:12) and really live each moment for you and not waste my little time on this earth. | 
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